Sunday, October 17, 2010
Nervous, anxious whatever word you want to choose
So it's late and I am starting to get nervous about tomorrow. Tomorrow is the first day I am truly alone with Christina. Now I know all the stuff people will say: "You did it with Catherine" "You'll be fine" "She loves you"....I understand all that happy stuff, but the fact is, it's like your first job, your first day at school, your first interview. IT rushes right through you...I hope I'll be alright....Of course I will...Will I?...Wonder if others feel the same way I do...And I can't fail...Am I really going to be as good as with Catherine...The cat will help me...I know this sounds all loopy but I believe a lot of parents go through the same thing. Christina has made me laugh and she laughed so hard a few times with me, I know she is connected...still...I am nervous...
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Don't worry, we all feel like at one time or another. Even as a stay-at-home mom.When I found out I was having twins as a third child, I was SO scared. Would I be able to take good care of all my children? How would I take care of 2 babies with only 2 arms? But you know what? The show must go on! We organized, we planned things, my boyfriend stayed home for almost a year to help me. But some day, he had to go back to work... Oh boy! Panic is the only word I can think of! A whole day alone with my 2 babies and my other kids!!! But everything went well! We as human beings have this incredible ability to adapt(?) to changes, but yes it is scary!
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